tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-816776549535168620.post389123947716975144..comments2022-11-17T04:48:42.746-05:00Comments on A garden for butterflies: The day I'm waiting to finishAnnaBellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01614241329182982677noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-816776549535168620.post-34981227808171683012008-08-05T00:15:00.000-04:002008-08-05T00:15:00.000-04:00I miss my baby too. Today I had to visit my gener...I miss my baby too. Today I had to visit my general practitioner for a physical (for the adoption paperwork) as soon as he walked in the door and asked how I was, I burst into sobs. I didn't expect it AT ALL, but I hadn't been there since right before we lost her. We went to talk about her disease and what her life would be like. I hadn't been so close to that feeling of missing her for some time, but I was suddenly, when sitting in that room, so close to feeling pregnant again, and not just pregnant, but pregnant with her, the little one we saw on the anatomy ultrasound, sucking her thumb. It sucks. I think that there are days like this--the ones where we wake up and hate where we are, and the ones where we feel a little better. Wishing you more days of feeling just a little bit better.debbiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15838702962691821252noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-816776549535168620.post-55116828334453741322008-08-04T17:46:00.000-04:002008-08-04T17:46:00.000-04:00oh, this rut we wear down... from he past to what-...oh, this rut we wear down... from he past to what-should-have-been to the now... it's hard.<BR/><BR/>This is my first time here. i am awed by your garden. I also have a Jizo statue, on my altar table. xojanishttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14326099151319592743noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-816776549535168620.post-7301791477081673102008-08-04T17:04:00.000-04:002008-08-04T17:04:00.000-04:00Sometimes I'm reminded of a specific positive mome...Sometimes I'm reminded of a specific positive moment when I was pregnant and I wonder for a millisecond, "Hey whatever happened with that pregnancy?" And then I think, "Oh yeah."<BR/><BR/>I still feel asleep, or maybe groggy.<BR/><BR/>I just looked up that book on Amazon and ordered it! Thanks. :)Sarahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00668661473260475342noreply@blogger.com