tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-816776549535168620.post4748260528393452378..comments2022-11-17T04:48:42.746-05:00Comments on A garden for butterflies: P.S. thank you Goddess for the great sex!AnnaBellehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01614241329182982677noreply@blogger.comBlogger8125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-816776549535168620.post-71510521602118038132009-10-13T22:56:12.330-04:002009-10-13T22:56:12.330-04:00I hate the coupons in the mail - i've attacked...I hate the coupons in the mail - i've attacked some diaper ones with my sharp, sharp scissors. <br /><br />And the birth control thing is just another "kick me when I'm down" experience.<br /><br />On the bright side you are with someone who cares about you very mcuh. And while that will never make your loss better or less significant...it can live in parallel with your memories of Toren.<br /><br />Hugs!Zilhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01180433520855763797noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-816776549535168620.post-23070403176876872342009-10-12T19:34:13.036-04:002009-10-12T19:34:13.036-04:00Seems like all the babylost mamas and papas I know...Seems like all the babylost mamas and papas I know are experiencing a heavy heart. Probably because October 15th, Pregnancy and Infant Loss Rememberance Day is around the corner. I'm going to light a candle for Toren and remember him. I'm sorry you're having such a hard time. I'm with you on the xanax. Just took one as a matter of fact. Where are the coupons for those??? You're right!<br /><br /><br />Hugs...Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-816776549535168620.post-59366537168569118922009-10-09T21:22:27.973-04:002009-10-09T21:22:27.973-04:00I'm sorry. I wish people understood you better...I'm sorry. I wish people understood you better. It's very lonely, isn't it? Big hugs.CLChttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08030787972960755420noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-816776549535168620.post-47814171246842912722009-10-09T10:55:07.773-04:002009-10-09T10:55:07.773-04:00I'm with Ya Chun - I've heard about (and f...I'm with Ya Chun - I've heard about (and felt!) really similar experiences with going on the pill. It's a double edged sword, that pill. Wishing you good things and some brighter lights to come. And yeah, nothing wrong with good sex to get you going.Monicahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03081973190512198022noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-816776549535168620.post-67325988093979583142009-10-07T21:14:45.905-04:002009-10-07T21:14:45.905-04:00I don't think rainbow babies will totally take...I don't think rainbow babies will totally take away that ache. It's just too deep. :( I wonder sometimes whether it will help me pretend just for a moment that I have her with me... and other times I think it will just make her absence more obvious.<br /><br />Its all shit. None of it makes us whole or brings them back.<br /><br />Thinking of Toren, Anna, and you...and your snugglebug... I wish so many things for you... (good sex is a good start!) <br /><br />xxSophiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17663682329663202706noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-816776549535168620.post-56864857673757582492009-10-07T20:39:45.227-04:002009-10-07T20:39:45.227-04:00Yes, where are those coupons? ((((hugs))))Yes, where are those coupons? ((((hugs))))caitsmomhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12526920268165723942noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-816776549535168620.post-10366572441062474952009-10-07T15:36:45.296-04:002009-10-07T15:36:45.296-04:00Yep, there really isn't a fix for this. I was...Yep, there really isn't a fix for this. I was just talking to a friend yesterday and is back on the pill and has no desire to be either. It's just so unfair and not cool.<br /><br />And I understand about the concentration/memory. PTSD just sucks.<br /><br />Have you ever tried yoga? It helps me. Don't have much else....Ya Chunhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08816837461370619194noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-816776549535168620.post-65097394114750668622009-10-07T13:20:21.494-04:002009-10-07T13:20:21.494-04:00The coupons remind me of a sign I saw recently. It...The coupons remind me of a sign I saw recently. It was outside a new-age kind of place. I drive past it all the time but have never been inside. After reading the sign, I was tempted to stop in. <br /><br />The sign read "New Products for Health and Mental Well-Being"<br /><br />I wanted to stop in and say "my baby died - what do you have for my mental well-being"?<br /><br />As for the memory and concentration part - I am the same way. Once upon a time I really had my shit together. Now, I am lucky if I remember anything. It scares me because when I eventually find a job I don't want to be fired for being distracted all the time.<br /><br />I wish there was an easy fix...BluebirdSinginghttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11717120649352815715noreply@blogger.com