Ahhh, nothing like waking after a night of cramps and thunderstorms to the first period sans birth control. We are not TTC quite yet but it's still disappointing that there wasn't an accident. And terrifying. The wait to see if I'll have trouble conceiving is terrifying, because I don't have a plan for coping if a rainbow baby with my rainbow partner does not work out. I can't imagine losing hope again.
Gushing blood, eyes tired and puffy from lack of sleep and a short cry before getting out of bed, cramps, hoping for a short day at work but then finding out I'll be attending a late meeting for my boss, and then not one, but TWO emails announcing the births of healthy baby boys! Isn't life funny?!
Excuse me while I laugh myself straight into the looney bin.