Wishing you courage

"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying 'I will try again tomorrow'."
- Mary Anne Radmacher

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Is this really happening?

Seriously it can't be possible that my baby has died and my husband has left. I must be in a nightmare, I couldn't possibly be alone in this house that is large enough for a family. Three bedrooms for one female and two cats ... this space was almost filled with a set of parents, a baby boy, and the cats ... that almost happened ... any second now I'll wake up and still be loved and still be expecting my son... right?

13 comments:

angie said...

among the inhabitants of your house, i think you can count the lot of us in cyberspace opening our arms to you, and standing in solidarity to listen your story. thinking of you, dear annamarie xo

Wabi said...

I'm so sorry, hon. Thinking of you.

Sophie said...

I would give anything to make that happen for you, Anna. I'm so sorry.

janis said...

I am so, so sorry, Annamarie.
Thinking of you. ((hugs))

Reba said...

{{{HUGS}}} Annamarie
I'm so sorry. We all know our own nightmare sections of our lives and we know how simply unbearable they are to live through. I know there is nothing to say except we're all thinking of you, we're there with you.

Ya Chun said...

reality sucks doesn't it?

CLC said...

i'm so sorry. i wish you weren't in this nightmare.

Sara said...

Oh sweetie. I'm so sorry this is where you are right now. I'm holding you in my heart.

Cara said...

Oh - my heart breaks as I read this. We know that losing a child changes us forever but the ripple effect is just so hard as it shifts everything and everyone around us too.

xoxo - here - listening - always

Dalene said...

Oh no, I'm so sorry this is happening to you. We're all here for you.

Zil said...

Annamarie, thinking of you tonight. You are a brave and strong woman. You deserve all the happiness in the world.

kay said...

Happy Mothers Day.
I'm holding you in my heart.
Lots of Love, Hugs & Kisses.
Kay xxxx

debbie said...

sad, I know. But I can only think it temporary. I know at some point you will have all that you almost had and more.
xo.